Yesterday was tough. It was not easy going through a day alone that should have been special for us together. It should have been the celebration of a milestone in our lives. While divorce and unhappy marriages abound, we beat the odds and lived up to our vows in every way imaginable.
The days to come will not be without pain and sadness for me and everyone else that knows and loves you. Each of us have to deal with that in our own way.
This blog, this...effort to write and share my feelings, must become more than it is. As the title indicates, sad cannot be an ongoing subject. Using this forum to walk through the grief process has helped me deal with losing you. The description of this blog says that it is about love, loss and life. I have shared stories of our love. I have spent time talking about this great loss. I need to spend more time on life. This will change my writing some but in a positive way. There is enough happening to keep me writing and there are many things I'd still like to do and places I'd like to visit that will be worth writing about.
Honey, you have been and will continue to be my muse. Thank you for being my inspiration all these years and even as you are away from me.
To all those who have been following our story, thank you for your support and encouragement. I hope you will stick with me as I continue writing and sharing my thoughts and experiences.
I will continue to follow you, Jeff, because I know that whatever you write will be uplifting, encouraging and inspiring. I know that your sense of humour will highlight your thoughts and let us know that even in the bad times the love you have inside you will always prevail, and always to His glory.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Jeff, for all your blogging. Yes, I will continue to follow what you write.
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